untitled song abt something that happened like a decade ago u dont know anything and u never will

I was like a cruel child Pulling the wings off an insect Blinded by the ecstasy of finally being known You met my eyes With no trace of any kind of avoidance Crossing every boundary thinking that I'd found my home Bright future, unknown and alive Darkest choices, ten years gone by One of many possible paths once within our hands But time fails us and never looks back In the worst of it all, I once wrote you, Spilling onto the page the glow of truth In the morning what I'd written made no sense at all And I knew then I would lose you Short months in a world on the precipice Same as always, groping blindly for the shape of it Soft voice and the knowledge of the tentative God, if I could put an end to what I thought I knew back then... Bright future, unknown and alive Darkest choices, a decade gone by One of many possible paths once within our hands But time fails us and never looks back