damage makes me special freestyle (prod. neotenomie)

I don't wanna know what I I don't wanna know what I I don't wanna know what I want I don't wanna know what I I don't wanna know what I I don't wanna know what I want Think I coulda had it If I didn't panic If i coulda lasted just a little longer, dammit Wake up, everything's static 4 different drugs just to manage God... No, it's not a habit That's just life When you shoulda died but you haven't Every day I'm so dramatic What the fuck is my damage? Not like I got this far not looking at it God I still can't stand it Bitch, shut up, can it Motherfucker, do you really think you're so special That this world will stop just cuz you're mad at Everyone who couldn't satisfy What you thought you deserved - Is that it? My best friend says I should stop this Show myself a little kindness, on it Just as soon as the numbers go down on this dogshit I know you want it. C'mon. Be honest. But I don't wanna know what I I don't wanna know what I I don't wanna know what I want I don't wanna know what I I don't wanna know what I I don't wanna know what I want