i am not alive

Fucking my outside into the shape of you Found a mirror on the street side Couldn't break it, couldn't look into I know my true self and I cannot suspend belief But when I show you it's just ???????? in me I believe that we can be made anew What we are inside grows through open wounds What you see when you look into my eyes is true: I am not alive, I'm only what lives in you And I found myself in rain In the gravel on the shoulder Part of her could not be saved And the things that fall away When you think it's over Could never be sustained anyway Heaven - don't look away Heaven waits for no one Heaven In my nightmares heaven waits for you Never knew what it was Never could describe it All the same, never one to lose The best intentions subjective to a fault Subsume intention, sublimate to panic response Lost in the violence you try to hide in to prove your soul I see the truth that's hiding I know we want the same thing We could be beautiful if you let go I believe that we can be made anew What we are inside grows through open wounds What you perceive when you look into my eyes is true: I am not alive, I'm only what lives in you I live in you WHAT YOU SEE WHEN YOU LOOK INTO MY EYES IS TRUE: I AM NOT ALIVE. I'M ONLY WHAT LIVES IN YOU :) :) :) ;) ;)