Lyrics
not this shit again
i wish that i could be free
back to how i was before everything
i dont know why i want to be seen
by people who never want to see me
all of this
i'll turn it into nothing
don't intervene
please leave me alone
i was far ahead
now im watching myself fall
i wish i could not see anything at all
deep in the doubt
there has to be someone new
waiting to destroy all that i was
already i have given away way too much
everyone keeps pushing me
this should be obvious for fuck's sake
do you even think before you speak?
this is not what i need
i know the way it sounds but
i'm done with being used
i'm so scared
i know you pretend to care
but i'd rather die than go through this again