Lyrics
is there anything left to hide?
all the moments you can offer
don't feel like they come from inside
transfer, conduit, landscape other
there has to be a tangent
there has to be a crack in that thin veil
pick up all the pieces of me
hold my hand while im sleeping
i dont want the demons to see
what we are make-believing
falling deep but i cannot dream
without the sinking feeling
that this is the best of all worlds
alive in this breaking down home
holding hands with myself way too tightly
the scratches remind me
we share a body, it's not fair
we have to go through this on our own
now do you still believe it?
do you need it?
can you breathe it?
how do you plan to be it
if you cannot be redeemed?
you can still redeem yourself
but i cant help you
dont look to someone else
to heal your guilt.
motherfucker dont start with this shit
do you really think i havent thought of it
my whole fucking life?
why you gotta act like you know?
i can see u looking away from ur soul
you deny it so fucking much
do you know how obvious it is
to every single one of us?
and all your insecurities
just tear your life apart in front of me
over and over and over again
alive in this breaking down home
holding hands with myself way too tightly
the scratches remind me
we share a body, it's not fair
we have to go through this on our own
i dont want to see ur face
but i hope you're happy
i hope someday you won't blame yourself
for the way it happened
but i hope you see all your violence laid out plainly.