Lyrics
now that ive lost my mind for good
i see whats laid before me
its shining like i never could
when i did not adore me
childish reverie
never ever leave me
helpless in love
with a stupid carefree hopeful ruined me
something changes and i feel nothing
and the emptiness is eating everything
now that ive broken all my world
i see what lies beyond it
an open wound or open road
what i forgot i wanted
childish reverie
never ever leave me
helpless in love
with a stupid carefree hopeful ruined me
i still see it
i cant feel it
i still see it
i cant feel it
i still see it
i cant feel it
it's everything beautiful receding
i still see it
i cant feel it
it's everything beautiful receding
suddenly nothing could ever matter
all the hope i felt could only shatter
tension blooming into bottomless fear
i know i shouldn't be here
the innocence i had then
(the innocence i had then)
vanished, broken, dead
(vanished, broken, dead)
my gentleness crushed by what felt like love
oh, never again
terrible ecstasy
erroring inside me
helpless to need to leave
i just wanted someone to see me