KNOW YOURSELF

im fading into another life im motionless inside my room tears melting passages thru time im holding tightly onto you in my anachronistic mind im here but i am not here lost between the years, so long gone days go by and now im slowly floating away from anyone who knows me all the pain inflicted on me nobody sees but its inside my body all this time i saw the warning clear as light the screaming violence i wanted it to be untrue so bad i let you kill the love in me im fading into another peaceful lie that never could be true the haze of imagined summers deep inside someone is bleeding thru a child hiding in the covers i am here but i am not here lost between the years, so long gone all my fears came true and now im running away never again dont speak my name days go by and now im slowly floating away from anyone who knows me all the pain inflicted on me nobody sees but its inside my body in the night, i'm shaking all the lies you write to stay the victim hurt me so beyond belief how could you ever say that you loved me?