Dream of Mostly Blood

what do i have to surrender to be here this place is only whispers this place is barely here this place is all i need reduce me what do i have to surrender to be here what do i have to surrender to be? who do you think i am and why (you'll see) i'll be skin and blood, hanging from the pieces of what you thought i was I FEEL LIKE ENDING i don't understand, but i'm used to it now so this place is all i have i'm not supposed to be here i'm not supposed to be here i'm not supposed to be here i'm not supposed to be here i'm not supposed to be here i'm not supposed to be here i'm not supposed to be here i'm not supposed to be here it hurts like i have no words to explain it doesn't go. it doesn't go away