Dream of Abandonment

there is only this looming feeling there is only this i don't know what i want to say i don't think i belong here the terror, the terror rots somewhere inside that you can't reach i feel cornered but everyone wants to look away i know that i deserve this. i know that i deserve this. i know that i deserve this. i know that i deserve this. stop i can see the exit clearly now no, i don't mean maybe... i i don't know too many times too many times i feel i'm missing something why do i feel so scared i know that i deserve this. i know that i deserve this. i know that i deserve this. i know that i deserve this. i had a dream that there was a way out