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i hope one day you'll forgive me i'm so disgusted by the way i treated you and all this angst and practiced whimsy doesn't change the fact that you're a person too i wanna say what happened was the end result of being sick and scared but that isn't fair i'd be lying if i told you i just tried my best cause that's a fucking dirty lie i dug a hole and pushed you in and left you there i'm sorry i fucked up i killed all of your trust i'm sorry i'm weak and scared and you don't owe me anything. it's true that i still miss you it's true that i can never say i've changed without being vain and if you ever hear this i just hope that you're still dreaming oh there's nothing i can say to make it better i just hope that you're okay i'm sorry for this i need to feel this there is nothing left to do there is nothing left to say except: i miss you. i'm sorry i fucked up i killed all of your trust i'm sorry i'm weak and scared and you don't owe me anything.