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i wanna be something i'm not i wanna pretend i forgot how to be good to you but i was there the whole time i didn't even lose my mind i miss you so fucking much but there's nothing to be done i miss you so fucking much there's nothing i could ever say i didn't deserve you all i ever did was hurt you but i still miss you i still feel so fucked up and things are better now but i still feel like i am lost somehow and we can never speak again but i know there is nothing to be said i've hurt you quite enough and out of all my old regrets the one that hurts the most is what i said to you when you were drowning because of me it wasn't your fault it wasn't your fault it wasn't your fault.