TRU U

(You women have sex with each other. I won't do it anymore!! You do drugs, too. I've never touched those!!! And you think about nothing but death. Well... Not really!) Weaponize and drown in rage, you're not even alive Animated by the shame, fixated, mesmerized Who am I to you? Do you know the tru u? Panic at the end of days, I see it in your eyes But you cannot look away, hollow and petrified Look for a way through That justifies it to you A wave of nausea, one time a step too far There is no body. A psychological alarm sounds This is when you remember, blindingly: The warning. A LITTLE DIRT ON YOUR CLOTHES TRANSPARENT BLOOD OF A GHOST NOBODY ELSE WILL NOTICE WITHOUT THE MONITOR LIGHT HOLD TIGHT TO THE DAY THAT YOU DECIDED ONE DAY IT'LL ALL BE WORTH IT ALL THE TIME THAT YOU HAD TO HIDE IT THAT'S RIGHT, MOTHERFUCKER: INSIDE YOU'RE LIKE ME!! YOU SHINE SO BRIGHTLY IN THE FREQUENCY THAT ONLY FREAKS LIKE ME CAN SEE I CAN SEE YOU LIKE A DEER IN HI-BEAMS I bet you would give anything I bet that you'd do anything Just to be at peace Just to be at peace Just to be at peace like me Okay okay but really: I'm waiting here I'm waiting here for you, Yea give it up and hit me up Okay okay but really: I'm waiting here I'm waiting here for you So give it up and hit me Weaponize and drown in rage, you're not even alive Animated by the shame, fixated, mesmerized Who am I to you? Do you know the tru u? Panic at the end of days, I see it in your eyes But you cannot look away, hollow and petrified Look for a way through That justifies DEATH to you.