SABOTAGE EVERYTHING (feat. ASH NERVE, Sunrise Transparence, Stephen Spies)

if i could be there (if i could be there) if i could become exactly what i need (if... please) but im so consumed by it (but im so consumed by it) i dont want to speak ( dont want to speak) i dont want to breathe breathe (breathe) was there something i was missing that i needed to survive? i tried so hard to be what i hated i thought that it was all worth waiting for now it lives inside me, judgment rising engulfing all that i stood for i feel the evil writhing underneath my exterior it hides inside my speech always waiting for the moment when it can become me i cant sleep i cant sleep i cant sleep my love song i cant sleep my love song is speaking in tongues i wanted to sabotage everything i had i cant sleep my love song is speaking in tongues i wanted to weaponize, catch you in my lies every time that i try to sing it hurts (it hurts) but is it a blessing or a curse (a curse) cuz i know that i got the evil urge (the urge) gotta catch u before u get me first i cant sleep my love song is speaking in tongues i wanted to sabotage everything we have and all the treasured memories are fading fast no matter how hard i try to catch them in the wind im right back where it all begins and im someone else, but that is a lie i wish i was good but at least i can try do my best to hold onto what i have but i just wanna throw it away and keep running from who i am i cant sleep my love song is speaking in tongues i wanted to sabotage everything i had i cant sleep my love song is speaking in tongues i wanted to weaponize, catch you in my lies every time that i try to sing it hurts (it hurts) but is it a blessing or a curse (a curse) cuz i know that i got the evil urge (the urge) gotta catch u before u get me first i cant sleep my love song is speaking in tongues i wanted to sabotage- everything everything everything sabotage everything i cant sleep my love song is speaking in tongues i wanted to sabotage everything i had i cant sleep my love song is speaking in tongues i wanted to sabotage everything we have every time that i try to sing it hurts (it hurts) but is it a blessing or a curse (a curse) cuz i know that i got the evil urge (the urge) gotta catch u before u get me first i cant sleep my love song is speaking in tongues i wanted to sabotage everything we have