flicker

i know i'm asking you but i'm so scared i can barely breathe i know that i can be so much more if i can find the strength to i need help with this i can't seem to do it myself the thought of giving up control stops me from so much that i need i know that i can be so much more if i just let you i can barely i can i can barely breathe i don't see the pieces coming apart i don't know why i know that i can be so much more i know